29 November 2008

simpel split words

I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You


simple word i wish i can say it to u



my blog

whats in ur blog?
mostly, mereka yang berkunjung ke halamanku atau ke milikku yang lain will say,damn its poem there.ya ya ya...lalu kenapa kalau aku hanya bisa menulis puisi?im not good person to tell what i did today,but in poems,the words just flow.tak perlu berpusing-pusing memikirkan susunan kata atau kalimat apa,just write whats on my mind,and what i feel.
and if they cannt understand what it is,i beg u pardon hahahaha well,silahkan mampir tapi tak dijamin pusing kepala.with all my complicated words and mind..

so, cheers all my fans *digebukkin rame-rame*

arggghh......

okay..im sure now.that i really caught.im in love
i realize this cos i feel what they called "jealous"....hm,its not good..really not good :(
jealous just because of such small thing that meaningless, but hell yeah im **JEALOUS** .its risk of loving someone,and i dont know how to delete that feeling..its not good..bigger it is,mean bigger what i feel for u.and unlucky me,cos only me feel that....

28 November 2008

feelings..

cannt breath...
airmata pun tertumpah tanpa bisa tertahan..damn,i hate this situation.i shouldnt cry, i wont cry.for any reason...ada apa denganku hari ni,even im not screwed up with my job,im screwed up with myself...hormon??kupikir bukan..problem?hm..sure i have but not that big..
i try to laugh..but this tears still fall..try to concentrate to other this,it still fall..should i take a knife n hurt myself..at least i really have a reason to cry...
dont want to cry..not now..not when im alone...at least til i know why should i cry...

**tarik nafas**......u should be more strong than this,u idiot!!!

27 November 2008

kembali

sejauh apapun kaki berlari
kemanapun hati bersembunyi
senyummu tetap terbayang
aroma mu melayang

terjatuh berulang kali
tercabik tak henti
tetap saja kini atau nanti
padamu aku kembali

24 November 2008

another face of me

seberapa sulitkah untuk sekedar berkata-kata?
well it is for me...hasrat hati bilang rindu tapi cuma bisa aaahhh..errrr...mhhhh..feels so damn idiot...
even i prepare before but still word split..gone when i need it..
and..damned...being forgotten is hurt...
especially when u missing him so much hahahahaha

23 November 2008

kisses dont lie

Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont
No they dont
Kisses dont lie

Emotions come and go
Almost how the wind will blow
There so little in this world to trust in
Seduce themselves with lies
Some dont realize
They call it love but its really only lustin

So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no

Cause when you kiss me
I feel everything that I been missing
I try to slow down but my heart wont listen
And its tearin me all up inside
And when you touch me
I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me
Should I put my trust in somethin I dont trust in
I try to run but theres no place to hide
Cause baby kisses dont lie

Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont
No they dont
Kisses dont lie

You whisper in my ear
But are your words sincere
Cause pretty words can cut just like a knife
You see I'm nobody's fool
I play by my own rules
So please think twice before you step into my life

So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no

*another song of Rihanna that reminds me of u*

22 November 2008

me..my self...

wew....

ada apa denganku hari ini..
hasrat menulis sedemikian besarna.
apakah karena jatuh cinta ??
atau patah hati ??
atau karena sang sumber inspirasi [belum] menolakku :P

entahlah...
yang kutahu banyak kata ingin tertumpah hari ini
dan itu semua tentang kamu

v.o.i.c.e

hear ur voice this afternoon
drive me crazy
imagine that lips
imagine that kiss

hell, yeah...
u drive me crazy
and only ur voice
i can get

time and space
cannt make me forget that face

PJr

....

belum juga genap sehari
rindu untukmu telah hadir


....

Pria dengan wangi rempah

Details In The Fabric feat. James Morrison

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold



hm...lagu ini lagi ngepas banget sama suasana hati yang lagi kacau...gimana engga, jatuh cinta sekaligus patah hati (miris banget yah)...well, thats life. People come and go. Sayangna orang-orang yang pergi adalah mereka yang aku sayangi huhuhuhuhu (sedih lagi deh)..

I know him accidentally. And what i feel for him is unpredictable. I know, we know its gonna be long and difficult way to be together. Especially cos he closed his heart already for everyone, including me :( but feeling cannt be stop. How hard i reject it, it back twice bigger. So i just enjoy this in love and broken heart feeling..


I m waiting to open ur heart
Waiting to see ur smile
..
..
Waiting to meet again