feelings..

cannt breath...
airmata pun tertumpah tanpa bisa tertahan..damn,i hate this situation.i shouldnt cry, i wont cry.for any reason...ada apa denganku hari ni,even im not screwed up with my job,im screwed up with myself...hormon??kupikir bukan..problem?hm..sure i have but not that big..
i try to laugh..but this tears still fall..try to concentrate to other this,it still fall..should i take a knife n hurt myself..at least i really have a reason to cry...
dont want to cry..not now..not when im alone...at least til i know why should i cry...

**tarik nafas**......u should be more strong than this,u idiot!!!