madness

i must be crazy, am i??
demn..demn..demn....
typless,speechless,how can i said things like that....aaarrgggggghh!!!stupid idiot..i should be kept silence!!!!
being honest is useless if it make him just back to his coffin...grgrggrggrggr...i really should take a brake now...or i will lose him..and i wont..even maybe he and i just can be friend, its enough for me, rather than being forgotten and ignoring...
[pray] God please help me again..


*jedukkin kpala ke tembok*


.:. just a though .:.